I could very well be the happiest person that ever did live.
(Can you believe it's nearly been a year?)
:)

hello...... long lost livejournal world!

holy crap, i'm getting married this weekend.

hahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!

i feel sorta: giddy

holy hanna- 28 days left. and Quickly nearing 27....
July has been good so far. On the 1st, Matt and I go the keys to our apartment. He's moving in this weekend, i'll move in in August upon our return from Victoria. On the 2nd, Matt got hired as a supervisor (or something of the like) at the Beaverton Target. yay! He's making more than me! Praise the Lord! haha. On the 3rd, heh, i guess that's today, we went shopping for some apartment stuff which was fun, and Mom finished hemming my dress. whopdedoo. Tomorrow is the 4th, and we're going to have a pretty fun day it seems, then on the 5th i have the day off work so we are going out to a big fancy dinner to celebrate his new job! We don't ever date, so i'm so excited. :) *sigh* yeah, i'm still smitten. totally full of smit :)

101 days left until i'm married!! whoopee!!

i'm going to Corvallis this weekend, i'm so excited. My roommates are having a coctail party for Tia's birthday, and it should be pretty fun. And then we are doing a long awaited activity that i am SO excited for. We are each painting four coasters, and then exchanging them so we each end up with a full set, one from each roommate. It'll be so cute. yay! Not to mention i get to spend the weekend with my honey, which i always look forward to. *smile*
nap time is over it seems like, the kiddos are waking up! yikes! back to work!

some stuff to say, but not much time to say it. I'm pooped and have a bit of a tummy ache, so i'm off to bed. But i must say it has been wonderful this past week having Matt in town, even if i am losing sleep, and contact with the rest of the world. haha. in 126 days he will be mine and all this long-distance nonsense can come to an end, and my life can continue begin. *happy sigh*

i feel sorta: content

good morning everyone! Weirdest thing... i started my monthly this morning, yet i'm not in pain and i'm in a good mood. What the heck?? I'm not complaining, just, whoa!! I'm loving working out again. I went this morning, sweated like mad and had a nice hot shower, then went to the drive-through starbucks for my short soy latte on the way to work. What a great day! AND, to make things better, I'm only in two classrooms today. I'm with the 3 year olds (the "robots!") this morning, and then the 4 year olds (the "dynamos!") all afternoon. And even better than that?? Matt's bringing me lunch in between! And then he's leading worship with me tonight at youth group! It's sooooo good having him home. Even if i don't get to see him all day, even spending the evening with him is just wonderful. I'm happy all day. *grin*
life is good. :)

i feel sorta: happy

I'm a silly girl... but sometimes i miss him so much i just ache. It's been a couple months and we only see each other on the weekends, and i'm not looking forward to the next 5 months of the same thing. *sigh* I wasn't planning on being a hundred miles away from him for just about our entire engagement. =(

i feel sorta: sad

it is SO GOOD to sweat again! I got a 2 week pass to Bally Total Fitness in Hillsboro, and i've gone every day so far, since tuesday. So that's only three days, big deal, but i feel better already! I've been getting up at 5:30 to go work out from 6-8 so i can get to work by 8:30, and then i get home after 6:00 and i actually have MORE energy than i did last week. *smiles*
I guess that's just proof... i need to be active or i start to go insane!!











p.s. i love Matt :) hehe!

i feel sorta: geeky

i'm feeling the stress of life's changes with the help of added hormones. I'm not dealing with it in the most positive of ways, either. Anyway...
Matt and I decided to "modify" our sweets-fasting for lent, because we decided it was starting to really not mean anything, and we didn't want to just be ritualistic. Which i was kind of restling with in the first place. We did it last year without a problem. Ash Wednesday snuck up on me so fast this year that i didn't really have time to think about what to give up, so i just decided to do sweets again. But i think my intentions were wrong in the first place, which is the reason for the wrestling. You see, i've been generally unhappy with my body lately. It doesn't help that i'd been working out fairly consistly from early summer last year up until i moved home in the middle of december. And then i stopped. Completely. So i've put on a little weight, i don't feel as energetic, and i also don't have Matt around all the time boosting my self-esteem. So i think i chose to give up sweets more as a diet program than a heart-led sacrifice to God. Which just makes me feel dirty. and fat. :-/ *sigh*

i feel sorta: blah

........march 14th?................



how the heckart did we get half way through march already?



*blank stare*

i feel sorta: blah